.GREEN ADDICTION.

Money talks? ..yes! too damn much!!
i am soo sick of the money conversation!
i'm tired of my mom crying about it, my father *pretending* not to have it, and me not making any during the school year.
It's all so overwhelming!
i realize whoever says money doesn't buy happiness was rich as hell, and never experienced being broke. because its DEPRESSING.

OH *SNAP*

we all want the money. cars and the clothes.

x nay on the "hoes" but you get where im going with this.

SUCCESS.

most of us craaave the fast life, those flashing lights ! the red carpet smiles, and gorgeous roberto cavalli dresses.

(hmm)..just thinking about it brings me butterflies !

so these past few weeks me and my girls have really been talking a lot about this, and how BAD we want the success. I would use the word "fame" but it sounds so bland and effortless. You can get fame from doing anything scandolous! but success is worked towards...and thats what i want!

okay okay, perhaps i want both.

but i can feel it. its almost there !

welcome back.

lately i have been receiving an overwhelming amount of texts and calls from my past. Quite frankly, i'm scared.

I've never been the type of girl to indulge in people of the past. When its over, im over you...and moving on, but the randomness of it all, has me wondering...uhm WHY?

i realize that some people of my past may always be in my life. one in particular. although their are no feelings left, its comforting to know that no matter what that person still cares. That he still cherishes those times, and may secretly want them back.

I can't give them that. I can't let the people i intentionally let go of, just re enter my life... can i?

if so, what was the whoole purpose of cutting them out anyways!

I guess i'm just ultimately ready for a relationship. I am definately the "relationship" type of girl, and to have gone at least 2 years without one is slowly taking its toll. Where are the prospects?? ...I need not let boredom result to talking to these people again.

let the pastt be in the PAST.

november.

hey guys !long time no blog. !

lol i guess i have become one of those "seasonal" bloggers.

i realize i think about a lot but im such a personal person that i am EXTREMELY selective with what i put out into the universe. its all love tho :)

basically I'M BACK. and i must learn to continue what i start..

this blog was once my baby and i've surely missed it.

no more being miss seasonal.

well,,,, stay tuned!